I told Don I feel like a hermit who had to go through an encounter with other human beings (even a nice one, such as with our tree guys) and must now retreat from society. The day with all the tree cutting activity and the necessary interactions with the guys left me feeling exhausted and longing to retreat back into my little compound here at Mockingbird Hill Cottage. That really hit home with me when we drove to a neighboring town yesterday to pick up a book order. We had been working on cleaning up the property right before we left, and the drive was lovely, but I was tired. We got out of the car walked through the town, picked up the books, and when we had circled back, Don said “Let’s go home.” Even the little trip and the chance to walk on sidewalks didn’t do it for us. All we wanted to do was go home and stay home.
Is this the new normal? Am I becoming a hermit of sorts? I don’t know. But as we watched some of Rachel Maddow last night, a segment in which she spoke of Orange Man’s new Coronavirus advisor – a guy with no background in epidemiology, by the way – who thinks ‘herd immunity’ is the way to go, really hit home. She mentioned that the elderly are impacted by younger family members and by trips to the supermarket where they interact with all ages and I turned to Don and said, “Let’s order our groceries online. Now.”
We had been planning on taking a trip to our local supermarket. But somehow, this whole week, which has been an intense one for us, including Don’s visit to the doctor, has been too much and we cannot contemplate any sort of interaction with another human being.
So Don is going to retrieve the groceries around noon.
Does this make any sense to you? It’s where I am this morning.

Our books. Love the sticker, which says: Small Town Heroes Shop Local.
I have a Jane Gardam in there, Old Filth. Don has another Maggie O’Farrell.
This little town is proudly displaying Black Lives Matter signs. And signs like this one:

It does my heart good to see this. To remember there is good in the world, though it can be hard to find during these times.
Okay. I hope you are having a restful holiday weekend. We plan to do the same.
Stay safe.
Happy Saturday.




