I’m feeling blue today. I’m tired, I didn’t sleep well, the Santa Ana winds occurring here always leave me unsettled, I’m lonely for my loved ones.
What I wouldn’t give to be petting my dogs, cuddling with my husband, sitting in Mockingbird Hill Cottage. This is just one of those days where I want to cry. The excitement of decorating my little apartment has worn off, the day seems to go on forever with nothing to do and nothing seems to interest me. I am homesick. I miss my little cottage, the ticking of the clock, the sound of the dogs’ nails clicking on the wood floors, the sun streaming through our windows, the sound of my husband’s guitar, I miss all of it – even the irritating stuff.
It has only been a little over a week, but it sure seems like longer. I know that this time next week when I am teaching and coaching 2 shows, time will move more quickly. I will have less time to feel blue. In the meantime, I might as well own up to it. I’m blue.
I’m grateful for this blog and for opportunity to express how I feel from day to day. And for all of you who leave such lovely comments. Tomorrow will be better.
P.S. Not helping in my blue mood, I just found out that Country Home is ceasing publication. That makes 3: Home Companion, Cottage Living, and Country Home. Don’t you think that we need these publications now more than ever? I do.
Hi Claudia,
Thanks so much for the visit and I wish I had some majic and could make the time speed up for you so you could rejoin your family again ); Cheer up though, it doesn’t sound like it’s forever!
Hugs~Kelly
Claudia,
sorry you’re having a down day. Hopefully things will be brighter tomorrow. One day at a time and this time too shall pass.
Hugs,
Tam
Claudia,
I’m sure your loved ones at home are missing you too. Especially the furry ones that don’t know where you’ve gone! True, once work kicks into high gear, you’ll be busy and time will go faster. Till then…veg out in front of the tv and know tmw will be a better day.
-Beth
hey claudia. hang in there. i love what you’re doing to the apartment. i wish i could come see it myself! talk to you soon.
We miss you Claudia! Auction just wasn’t the same without you last night… At least you have all new antique stores to frequent while you’re there…love your new treasures! New (old) pottery always puts a smile on my face :-)
Oh no. Country Home is my favorite. Unfortunately, I think that computer access to creative inspiration is partly to blame for the loss of magazines, and of course the economic situation. Computers aren’t the same as holding a lovely book or magazine in your hands, though.
I’m sorry you are feeling sad. Maybe we can think up an online project that we can all work on together. That is something that could fill some time. Can you think of something wonderful that we can make, and share the idea with us? I’ll try to think up something too! I know it won’t make up for missing your loved ones, but sometimes making things can rest our minds for awhile.
Yes, we do need those magazines!I’m sorry your so far from home. But yep, in this economy…there are a lot of adjustments aren’t there. Thank you so much for stopping by and leaving a sweet comment on my blog. It means so much to me. xo rachel
The day Country Living stops the presses, you’ll need to talk me down from a tall building… That and ME Home Companion are/were my absolute favorites.
I’m sorry you’re feeling homesick. I know what you mean about missing even the irritating things… If it makes you feel any better, it’s been very, very cold back here… Hopefully the days and weeks will fly by once work starts… Donna @ An Enchanted Cottage
Hi Claudia,
I’ve read all your posts up to this point and feel I’ve found a new friend. Hoping this comment finds you happy today with time going by quickly this week. My husband’s working quite a bit lately and we haven’t seen each other much for the past three weeks (yes, only three weeks ;). Thank you for bringing a little bit of your life to my petite house that’s been a little lonely lately. Alright, I’d better achieve a few tasks this beautiful day!
xo~Tracie