
I’m rather edgy this morning so I’ll keep this short. I finished most of my work yesterday, so I’m going to try to take it easy this weekend.
I haven’t worked in so long that my level of confidence is low. I know that I’m good at what I do, but I’m officially older than anyone else in the company and there have been no offers for over a year and a half, so that lack of confidence is real.
And there are lists to be made, questions still to be answered about the mechanics of this whole thing, and all of it is too much for a person who loves being home with her husband in her ‘safe place.’ I don’t want to be away from Don but of course I have to be. He doesn’t like it either. I used to be fairly cool with it all because going away to work happened fairly often. But now I’m out of practice. And my life here with Don is more important than ever.
Once I’m there and working, it will be better. I will be better.
And, of course, I know I’m lucky to have this job and I am very grateful. It goes without saying, but I’m saying it anyway.
I have some chores to do around the house today and that should keep me occupied.
This is brief, I know, but it’s to the point!
Stay safe.
Happy Saturday.





