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Welcoming My Prodigal Plants

May 23, 2014 at 8:47 am by Claudia

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I have three graceful pale yellow tulips in the yard. They have the most wonderful scent. They’re particularly beautiful this year, but I can see they are starting their inevitable decline. This was shot yesterday, in between thunderstorms.

Nature is the best designer, don’t you think?

We had a doozy of a late-in-the-afternoon thunderstorm, by the way. Lights flickering, thunder, lightning, wind, torrential rain. We sat on the porch and watched it rage around us. That brings back memories of my childhood, where we often sought refuge from a storm on our porch. We’d sit there, with little drops of rain occasionally hitting us, watching the fireworks that are part of a thunderstorm, trying to see how long we could outlast the rain that would inevitably start to cover more and more of the porch until it was impossible to remain outside any longer.

I love a summer thunderstorm…though it’s not summer yet, officially. It felt like it yesterday.

The gorgeous bridal wreath spirea has blossomed.

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Perfection.

I feel like a mom who is welcoming the return of her prodigal plants. “Welcome back,” I say. They’ve been gone for a long time. One by one, they return. The winter was especially tough. A mammoth tree limb fell in the middle of the large garden bed last September. Yet after all of that, here they are, willing to come back and be a part of the family once more.

I should be standing on the porch, my hair in a bun, an apron tied around my waist, eyes peeled on the horizon, waiting for any sign; a leaf, a bud, a blossom. It could be a painting in the style of Andrew Wyeth or Norman Rockwell.

Awaiting the Return of the Prodigal Plants. That’s the title.

Thank you for your kind words and wise advice yesterday. Treasures you are, all of you.

Happy Friday.

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Filed Under: flowers, garden, nature 40 Comments

Stumbling & Relearning Life’s Lessons

May 22, 2014 at 8:12 am by Claudia

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I’m not going to lie to you. The past month or so has been Tough. Stressful. Worrisome. Sad. Fearful.

Oh, I could go on and on with that list.

In fact, you might have a list not unlike mine. Everyone has a list.

(That list also includes Happy, by the way.)

I’ve lost my mother. A dear friend and colleague of ours, the man who directed Don in Pygmalion and with whom I worked several times, died. A friend of Don’s has been diagnosed with ALS. We’re worried about work or rather, lack of work, and money.

Yesterday was a particularly hard day, which started off with learning that a dear friend of mine has cancer. Then another thing happened that sent Don and I into worry/stress mode. From there, I stayed in a place which was fear-filled and tense. So when I reacted to something else that happened later in the afternoon, I came from a place of fear, rather than peace.

I won’t get into the details, but suffice to say that instead of waiting before I reacted to an email, I immediately responded. That is never a good thing. I should have been more business-like. Later in the evening, when I reread my response, I was ashamed of myself.

That was not the real me speaking. But it was, indeed, the fearful me speaking. And I’m never at peace when fear takes over.

This is a lesson I have learned and relearned my whole life long. You’d think that by this point in my life, I would have learned it for good. No more coming from fear. Wait for a few hours before I respond to anything that upsets me. If you asked me for advice on how to respond to something, I would tell you to take a deep breath and wait before you react.  I’ve given that advice more times than I can count.

Apparently, I don’t always take my own advice.

I made amends, or at least, I hope that I made amends. I apologized.

But I find it particularly daunting to be at this stage of my life, supposedly mature and wise with many life lessons learned, only to backslide and find myself back at the bottom of the hill. Is life an endless set of lessons to be learned? Is it like the movie Groundhog Day, where you find yourself repeating the same events, the same lessons, over and over? Do we ever gain even a modicum of wisdom?

I know that I am certainly wiser than I was as a twenty-something. I hope that I am more loving, more kind, more of everything that is good. But I am only human. I make mistakes. Though the perfectionist in me doesn’t want to admit any shortcomings, I have them. Boy, do I have them.

I am sure that fear is the most lethal of emotions. Fear breeds ignorance and hate and disrespect and knee-jerk reactions and defensiveness and all things negative. Fear is the absence of love. Love should be all. Love breeds peace and joy and respect and care and all things positive and good.

I know all of that in my head and, a lot of the time, in my heart. But not all of the time, which is what happened to me yesterday. Today I woke up feeling chagrined but determined to do and be better.

Do you find yourself relearning the same lessons? Do you stumble along the way?

I sure do.

Happy Thursday.

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Filed Under: life 85 Comments

Interiors

May 21, 2014 at 8:14 am by Claudia

Because I’m in the mood…some interior views of the dollhouse:

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The box of biscuits was made by Norma.

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A closer look at that wooden bowl. From Weston Miniatures/Etsy.

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dollhouse-bluebirdcup

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Capturing dollhouse details can be a challenge, but it’s awfully fun. I haven’t done very much with the dollhouse in the past week or two. Funds are a little tight at the moment; in fact, I had a potential Etsy order all ready to be submitted when I decided to put it on hold. And, of course, the outdoors and my garden are calling me much of the time. As it should be.

We took another five mile hike yesterday. The last quarter mile or so is the hardest. At that point, both Don and I find ourselves hoping against hope that the end of the trail is just around the bend. But we did it. It was a gorgeous day and perfect for hiking.

The county is doing some work on our road in preparation for repaving it in the next month or two. So they’ve been working on all the culverts that run beside the road. We have one in front of our house. As I saw the machinery they were using yesterday (they haven’t reached our culvert yet) I got a little panicked because the peonies and a hickory tree and our bridalwreath spirea are all right next to the culvert. Don talked to the guys and they assured us that all would be safe, but not before I had made a little sign asking them to be careful when working around the plants. The peonies have been there for years and I couldn’t bear it if something happened to them.

I mean, look what I saw yesterday:

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Peony buds, complete with the obligatory ant.

Soon!

Happy Wednesday.

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Filed Under: decorating, DIY, dollhouse, Peonies 60 Comments

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I live in a little cottage in the country with my husband. It's a sweet place, sheltered by old trees and surrounded by gardens. The inside is full of the things we love. I love to write, I love my camera, I love creating, I love gardening. My decorating style is eclectic; full of vintage and a bit of whimsy.

I've worked in the theater for more years than I can count. I'm currently a voice, speech, dialect and text coach freelancing on Broadway, off Broadway, and in regional theater.

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